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My 2 Cents Worth
This is not the article that would have appeared
here this month. Instead, after many days of thought, I offer my commentary
on the events of September 11, 2001.
Like many others, I watched in horror as events
unfolded. My work schedule "allowed" me to see it all before
I left for work. I reported to work in a state of turmoil, shocked and
grieving at what had happened. Like many others, I monitored the Internet
throughout the day, hoping for word that friends were all right.
Like many others I was at first sickened, then
outraged and then sickened again as the full implications of the attack
sank in. I went to work each day, but functioned in a state of disbelief.
I spent hours glued to the television in hope that some survivors would
be found. Like so many others, I felt hope die as days passed. There was
a hollow empty feeling in the pit of my stomach, a combination of fear
and grief.
I have been outraged at the idea that the freedom
we cherish was used against us by foreign nationals who lived and trained
on US soil. And I have listened to talk of new regulations and monitoring
of e-mail and other communications in fear that we, citizens of a free
land, will be asked to give up some of our freedoms in reaction to this
attack. I also fear that we will do so willingly, thinking this will make
us safer.
I have wondered if this is the beginning of the
end or just the end of life as we have known it. If the assassination
of JFK robbed a generation of their innocence, what has this event take
from us? What will it take in days ahead?
Finally, I have been forced to look at my beliefs
and evaluate my attitudes, not always a comfortable thing to do. I am
not good at keeping my guard up. I believe that all people have value
and that everyone, from whatever nation, is entitled to human dignity
and that it is the obligation of their governments to provide for them.
And I believe that it is the obligation of all people to show charity
to those in need.
There is nothing inherently shameful about having
a need and accepting charity from others to fill it until you can do so
yourself. But we live in a world where a helping hand often contains strings
designed to make puppets of those accepting help. That destroys human
dignity and breeds terrible resentment.
More than anything else, I hope that we have learned
something from all of this. We can't change history. We can't abolish
hatreds that have been brewing for centuries. But we can make it harder
for them to fester and breed their terrible fruit. We can apply the same
rules to all nations with which we deal. We can refuse to take blame for
things we have not done. But we must remember
that the very open nature of our society lays us open to blame. Few things
are done secretly. There is oversight and eventually all things come into
the open. It leaves us open to harsh criticism from people who do not
understand our way of life.
I can take the criticism. In spite of my sometimes
acid comments about politics, the truth is that I wouldn't want to live
under any other kind of system. Democracy doesn't always work smoothly,
but it works pretty well.
Many theories have been advanced about the cause
of the hatred that bred the events of September 11th. Many of the reasons
pointed out seem ludicrous to me. But then my perspective is uniquely
American. Maybe that is the problem? Maybe we need to study from another
perspective?
Artisty
09/30/01
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